Today I Cried

09 November 2006

What To Do? Where To Go?

A week in Montreal helped clear the mind of its webs. Sometimes a break from all levels of routine is very much needed. The trip allowed me to evaluate my situation and goals from a less stress-reactive position.

Firstly, the job needs to go. Despite having made the decision out of shear frustration, it is the right choice. I just wish I could quit now and take a month off. The wife won't allow it at a time like this. Understandable.

Second, I've turned this site into something too personal. I wanted to keep the blog very much about the technology and managerial trends exemplified by work experiences. I wanted to document what I learned and how I went about performing my job. Along the way I could reevaluate what I said, learn from criticism and others experiences, and grow. For this to happen I would have liked to work on project after project. Unfortunately the work environment has left me lacking in this regard, and therefore I feel the blog has not lived up to what I had hoped it would be.

So where do I go from here? I'm not sure. I don't know where I was going with this post. I had hoped I'd find some resolution, some direction, by the end of this paragraph.

Nope. Nothing.

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